Saturday, August 25, 2007

tears..

i went causeway pt to meet up wahidin today!
& we catched rush hour 3! okie. i know it came out for quite sometimes..
but then was too busy to watch it.. so ya i only managed to watch today..
nice movie i would say.. rather funny too.. worth to catch it!

alright, so i proceed on to get my formal clothing with din at metro!
great.. cos i bought 5 long sleeves and cost me a bomb of 170++...
okie out of the 5 shirts, 2 were of a brand (A) and the other 3 were another brand (B).
i spotted brand A and wanted to try out their shirts but the salesperson seems so
unwilling to serve me, i had to take everything myself.. and she dun care whether gt my size anot.. she say dun have take bigger la.. no difference one.. then kept on introducing me to those expensive shirts.. dun u understand chinese? i dun need such good one that cost 70, 80 or even 90 for a shirt! it's jus a shirt for goodness sake.. as long as i can wear it who cares wadever nonsense brand or material it's make of.. at e end of the day if me as a consumer like it, i will return to buy from u again wad.. but seriously ur attitude pissed me off and yes i wont buy from u again..
then i came over to these brand B shirts, when i jus reached there, immediately came this lady who welcome me and ask me what type of shirts im looking for. she seems to be 40 odd.. very friendly lady.. i say i lookin ard and then she ask for my budget and the usage of those shirts and straight bring me to e area which she thinks will suit my budget really well.. indeed the price was amazing cheap, at least to me.. she asked need to try? i say better try in case the cutting is different from e previous one.. she ask me wear wad size, and immediately prepared the shirt and pass it to me to try it out in the fitting room. tt's e service of a salesperson can? then we chatted and i told her im from ngee ann and going for attachment and she guess my birth yr as 1988.. bingo.. she definitely right.. i was surprised how she know abt it.. then came the sad story.. she told me this: if my son still alive, he would be ur age too, he passed away in 2005 due to sudden bursting of blood vessels in his brain.. and i could really see her eye balls filled up with tears.. i was really upset and i feel like crying.. i really dono wad to do.. but i know i had to say sth to at least console her cos din dun understand our conversation in the first place! and the way she talked to me, i could really feel tt she's like talking to her own son like that. i guess she misses her son alot..wad i can do is jus to console her and i could really see that she gt a really strong personality.. bottomline of the day, pls do treasure your loved ones that are around you, dun regret when they leave you.. cos wadever u do will nt bring them back anymore..

okie so next you will say guys are only supposed to shed blood and nt tears but c'mon isn't guy a human being like a gal? doesn't guy have feelings too? and pple kept saying that the status of the gal and guy are supposed to be the same.. so if same status and a gal is allowed to cry, shouldn't a guy be entitled to cry too? okie wadever shit im talking right now, sometimes things are jus nt fair.. okie nothing is actually fair in this world.. so yup.. accept wadever u have..

i had a rather soft personality too i would say.. everything that happening ard me to my family, relatives, frenz actually affected me directly and indirectly.. i dono why but i sincerely just hope that everyone around me will always be happy and nothing bad will happened to them.. and whenever i cant think of any solutions for them, i feel so upset tt i just can't do anything and i would tears it off in my bed at night.. and i would start praying to god to bless them and if can.. please just let the suffering be off of them and let it be on me instead.. i duno why but it really upset me alot when i see pple ard me suffering.. tt's jus me, my personality.. me, myself..

recently, went thru lots of stuffs which i always thought will only happened in the drama serials or movies, but it seems like it really turns into reality.. guess that's part and parcel of life that different pple will go thru so yup i hope every problems will be settled and be over soon..

whatever it is, I will still wake up tml with a bright smile on my face.. =) cos regardless happy or sad, u still have to live on.. so might as well live happily and leave those sad stuffs only in your memory and continue on with my life.. afterall i still have a long long way to go..

& i just wanna tell both of my sisters that even though sometimes we do have conflicts or wadsoever shit.. but then i still love the both of you cos you are still my sisters at e end of e day.. okie.. & i love my parents too =)

Posted by Wei Quan at 7:35 AM