Sunday, July 20, 2008

blog = freedom of speech
i don need to restrict wad i wanna type in here. & so if u wanna come in & read then by all means go ahead. but if u r unhappy with some other matters & indirectly pulled someone else into it. then please use your brain and think hard before u speak. both are not related to one another. i never fight back not b/c i consider myself as a failure of not protecting that person but b/c i find there's no use to quarrel. it's fucking tiring to do so.
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again. i dreamt of her last night. its a pretty sad dream. dun wanna talk about it.

that day i scrolled thru all your sms-es in my phone. right start from the first reply u gave till today. tears flows while reading thru them. i recalled how i get to know u. how we start to speak. how i used to comfort u when u were sad. how u b/c of too much sms-es & ur bill exploded. how we starts to slow down in sms-ing one another. how u all of a sudden dun reply me & then u told me that we shld stop msg-ing to one another and a 'sry' is wad u could give me at that time. how i tot that's wasn't gg to be the truth until the clash cramp we had in rgt and ur actions tell me its all true. how i turned to be damn sad cos i couldn't accept the facts. how i tried so hard to get things gg to be like the past but yet till today i failed totally. how i just hope she could just reply me like she used to be back then. but now all things changed. . .

i dun care who gonna read my post from now on. i blog cos i jus wanna pen down my feelings. i dun need to explain to anyone why i do this & for whatsoever reason i dun care how pple see/view me after reading my post.

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